happy june.

a busy month and a broken computer keyboard. not a good combo.
i just need to back track a bit and say happy father's day to all the fantastic daddy's out there.
I am blessed to have so many fathers around me and thankful for the roles they each fulfill in my life. I am glad that the relationship I have with my dad has become what it is today, because not even ten years ago I would have never thought it would be like it is now. I am so lucky to have such an awesome baby daddy. true story, at a recent kids birthday party I had a little boy ask me where devon was, when I told him he was away photographing a wedding the kid got so bummed! yeah, kids love him. he is truly a kid at heart but still manages to buckle down and get responsible when necessary... what more could you want?!?!

now let's get serious for a second. something huge has happened......
i turned the big two-five!
yikesssss!
what you first have to understand is this, 25 is my scary age. it's the age that always sounded SO far in the distance. i guess i kinda just figured that 25 is the age that everyone is referring to when they use the phrase "grown-up" as in, "what do you want to be when you grow-up?" in my mind 25 just meant something, something I can't even explain. and then after dragging my feet and refusing to call myself 25 until the absolute last possible second (11:59 pm on june 24th, to be exact) i finally confronted the fear and realized that really, it's not so bad. I do know what I want in my life. I have accomplished some pretty great things. I may not be a young careless kid anymore but really, is that what I want? I'm pretty stoked on my life at the moment. and like devon always says, I still feel like a kid at heart.

and so, here is to the next chapter of my life...