Monday, January 24, 2011

the countdown begins.

in just 5 little months I will turn the big two-five.
eeeek.
my "scary age".
it seems like not long ago at all I was like 13 and thinking that by the time I was 25 I'd have it all together. I just always believed that 25 is when you are supposed to have it all figured out. I can safely say that I don't, and am 99% sure that I won't in 5 months time,
or ever for that matter.

perhaps I'm just bummed that my early twenties are coming to a close, it's depressing.
I am now starting to look through my closet and wonder, am I too old to wear this?
silly, i know.

I am absolutely feeling a mid mid-life crisis coming on.
[in case you couldn't tell]

I am constantly debating with devon about how guys get better with age and girls get worse,
and beginning to wonder why on earth I would want to convince him of this. he just laughs.
"at least you'll always be older than me" is my trusted comeback to his attempts at teasing.

where, what or who exactly I expect myself to be I couldn't even tell you.
i still feel 16.



1 comment:

  1. I feel the same way!! 26 this past b-day was much worse for me than 25, cuz it put me that much closer to 30!! And I am now realizing that in just over 6 months I will be 27!!! Gack!!
    I guess it's not bad to get older, considering we have good genes and will look younger longer..
    I guess I better shoot for 35 to "have it all together"....

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